Pros and Cons

My mood right now is

ANGRY

EMO

PISSED OFF

FULL OF ANGER AND FRUSTRATION

Yesterday i went to queens and bought my prom dress as well as heels for it. I was actually very happy to be done for my prom shopping. However my mood goes downhill when I reach home..

Guess what..I have a stack of homework which is due tomorrow waiting for me and when I had reached home it was already almost 10 pm.

So i straight away took out my homework and try to finish it asap..but things don't seem to go well with me last night. I RAN OUT OF GRAPH PAPER!! Coincidently, most of my maths and add maths homework involves graph =.=

I left out the graphs part and manage to finish most of my homework..

Next I remembered that I owe Miss Poon 3 meetings report..and guess what happen this time..

I RAN OUT OF A4 PAPER!! *so unlucky*

Apparently my bro brought the whole A4 paper to school and forgot to bring it back..so in the end I couldn't print my reports..

Today at school I had to help out for the drama..I was supposed to hold up the props for them..we were getting ready and was late for assembly. When we arrive at the hall, the national anthem was starting and since it was rude to enter just like that we stood outside the hall and sang and waited till the songs are over. However, our disiplin teacher started scolding us for being late for assembly..when we explain that we had to prepare for the drama she doesn't accept our excuse..she even said that we are more willing to skip the national anthem just for drama *which im actually willing..duh*. But the thing is we didn't exactly miss the song..we were standing outside the whole time singing and she said that she was going to complain about this..

I'm pretty sure we will receive hell tomorrow during her lesson =.=

The drama was really nice although my arm feels so soar. It was a really nice drama. Good job to all the actresses. Huey Fern's acting was so good..I can't believe that i actually cried! I actually started crying when the music started..lame right I know..

Lastly I seriously hate my job as the head of cleanliness..especially when my last period is maths or add maths. As usual the teacher started calling me to call the duty people to do their duties..most of them did but some were reluctant. I know you hated doing your duties and I also hate calling people to do their duties..but have you ever thought bout my feelings..

Before I was at this position, I only had to do one duty. Now as the head I shouldn't have to do any of the duties anymore. But now..because of your procrastination and selfishness I have to do every single duty..I'm not the class maid okay

It is your duty and you are responsible for doing it not me. This isn't the first time..I've been bearing this for so long. Do you know that when the teacher ask me who is suppose to do the duty..if i actually said the name out you would have gotten a demerit..but I didn't.

At times like this, it seriously sucks to have a conscience. I was so pissed off that tears started welling up in my eyes and even a few drop manage to drip down although I was holding it in so much. Haven't you realise your mistake? You received a warning from the teacher already and even i got a scolding. The last time I got this pissed off was when we were scolded by the teacher and now you are doing this to me again..is it too much to ask for you to actually cooperate?

I'm really sorry if I had snapped at anyone today..it was unintentional and I'm really in a terrible mood..I really need something to let my anger out.